A doubter's request--G d phone home: See Reva HaShotah's post "Maybe God Should Seek Us"

"Well, why not? Are you tired of knocking on heaven's gate and being ignored? Are you fed up with praying, only to be put on hold (and no Muzak to listen to while you wait, too)? So let Him find you. "

Read the rest here. A bit irreverent ( and a tad political), but I like it.